sml_12 wrote:Not sure if there are Bee Eaters in Tassie…
No. A pity, really, they're a beautiful and evocative bird.
I don't have one single best moment. What I do have is . . . this is difficult to explain . . . *girds loins*
Some years ago I saw a low-budget Japanese movie on SBS, called AfterLife. The basic premise was that when people die they don't immediately go off 'somewhere else', but pass to a sort of holding place. There, they chose a memory, which is recreated for them and which is the one and only thing they take with them, the only thing they remember wherever they go next.
It kind of got me thinking. A lot. There are many memories it would be difficult to let go of; people, places, events, feelings, sights . . . but in the end I realised that if there
was something beyond life and I
could remember anything of this life, what I wanted to take with me was a particular feeling. Not from any one time or place, but one that's kept me sane all these years. I've had it diving, caving, beaching, but most of all out in the bush, alone. I'm sure some of you know it, too.
You've struggled and sweated for hours - sometimes days - on end. Through scrub and mud and water, over rocks and fallen trees and creeks, and you're there - could be anywhere, but for me it's mostly peaks. The whole world is laid out below you, and you're so intensely
alive, so totally
in the place and the moment, that it's a kind of Nirvana - unity with the whole of existence.
As Byron put it:
And thus I am absorbed, and this is life(and elsewhere)
I live not in myself, but become portion of that around me and, to me, high mountains are a feeling . . . *ahem*
Sorry about all the metaphysical claptrap.
And the poetry.
But you did ask . . .
But that's my memory. My best thing about the bush. I don't ever want to be able to go out there and
not feel that. Losing that would be a worse death than anything else.